i feel fucking retarded.
i really do.
and i feel horrible as well, and for the time being, please do not try to irritate me unless you would like a hammer up your ass.

wei hong's just made me cry on msn to contribute to my ultimate confusion. not in a negative way, but it's just...

i don't know.


if you ever thought i was Miss Goody Two Shoes with no visible signs of potential swearing, i'm sorry but i think you're utterly wrong. i swear if i want to. this is my blog, and if you think you get shivers down your spine by reading swearwords online, don't try and act hardcore with the keyboard and go omg, don't swear! you're a girl, for goodness' sake. act demure!

not being myself is the last thing i can do. if you're not happy, just get out of this place and seek better blogs with no swearwords elsewhere.

swearwords, by the way, are just terms of expression. especially classic ones used worldwide.
they're even found in my literature text, so don't bother.